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Friday, August 29th, 2008
3:08 pm - Well then....
So this sucks because I really like Liz...But I think she is still all enthralled in Chase. I mean...I'm pretty sure she likes me back and stuff, but I don't know if I can stand her hanging out with Chase...Because well, he is a huge fucking douche bag.

I trust her enough though oddly enough that if we ever do start dating that she would never cheat...

I just don't like Chase Couch.

Chase.

Cock
Hugging
Asinine
Sperm
Eater.


Yeah I'm pretty much done.

current mood: blah

Destiny is calling (Give me your hand)

Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
5:01 am - Ghost appear and fade away
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else, but you.


<3

Destiny is calling (6 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Saturday, January 26th, 2008
6:44 pm - Sometimes...
You know, I haven't really had much to do on this in forever. I only know a few of you who still live here on livejournal but right now I just gotta have something to spill my guts out on without people being able to read it.

Have you ever been so pissed off that sometimes you just want to scream and run? I know that most of us have felt that way as well, but have you ever thought you wanted to do it because of your girlfriend? I think this is the first time in my life I haven't felt depressed cause of a girlfriend but literally pissed off. I find myself at times upset at her and what not. I mean there are a few things that literally gets on my nerves. When I first met her she seemed completely different from how I know her now. But now I can't do anything about it without feeling like I'm some kind of super douche bag or whatever.

Sometimes I feel like I just gotta die to escape, or pray to Heavenly Father. I do pray to Him and I don't run. He does give me the answer I want but not how I should do it. So I know what He wants but I am completely oblivious on how to do it! XD

Well I guess this is good to say out loud online now! Also....You know what hurts most of all, when your own girlfriend ignores not only you as yourself, but trying to testify God. That hurts a lot and she doesn't understand it. She says that God-stuff is stupid and it's not an excuse....But when you are trying to better yourself, you don't need someone who brings you down in your faith. That much is true.

Caleb Holoman signing the off.

Destiny is calling (2 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Tuesday, November 27th, 2007
11:42 pm - Anyone still alive?
Wow. Haven't done this thing in forever....

Does anyone still get on it? Do I even have any friends? Well dang...It's all myspace these days. I mean even Bridget the LJ kid has a myspace. What is this world coming to?

Welp...Death Note.

Destiny is calling (3 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Tuesday, October 24th, 2006
4:25 pm - Yes!
I asked Alaine out Monday afternoon...


SHE SAID YES!! Woo! She is so totally awesome. Thankee sai's.

Caleb-Sensei

Destiny is calling (1 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Sunday, October 8th, 2006
7:50 pm
I realized that the life I once lived was full of crap, and crap, and more crap.

People would pull me on a rope through crap, say they care and then dump me off in another moat of crap. There have only been a few people I know of that would keep me up.

Umm...Like 3 people, and you people should know who you are. Even in those times if you weren't there you are awesome though. But just reading stuff I have realized how unimportant I was in a lot of people's lives.

I am glad I met Brittany, because through her I have moved a lot closer to God, and after all that I have met Alaine Dempsey. No we are not dating, but it won't stop me from asking her out. Well not soon, I want to go on at least one date. Right now she is down in Gulf Shores and I don't know when she is getting home. I have been talking to her on her cell phone. Actually she called me first! :D Awesome I say.

And btw, soon my Sephiroth coat will come in the mail, suhwoot. Also I have preordered two Jiraya cards and a Gamabunta, but that's Naruto hoo-hay. Lol. And like anyone reads my journal anymore.

Also, as much as I don't want to say this I have to let someone know on my friends list on LJ here, is a total bitch. *shrugs* Surprising eh?

Destiny is calling (8 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Thursday, September 28th, 2006
1:24 pm
I miss Brittany...

Destiny is calling (1 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Wednesday, September 20th, 2006
10:58 pm - I found out who my stalker is.
It's an ex, and it's not Bridget.

Destiny is calling (5 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Monday, September 18th, 2006
11:44 pm - Well I screwed up my body, but it doesn't make me any less of a person. I still loves me a God.
I like my tattoo. It makes me smile. I grin at it.

Tee-hee~

Destiny is calling (4 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Saturday, September 16th, 2006
7:36 pm - Guess what? I post. Lol
This is for all the girls who ever thought I wasn't good enough for them. Who thought I was too ugly. To much of a dork. To big of a loser. Someone who wasn't popular enough. Someone who thought it was ok to keep their virginity. Who thought I was retarded, who thought that I wasn't cool cause I didn't do drugs. This is for the ones that says I am to stupid. This is for any girl that has looked at me and laughed.



FUCK YOU. I may not have a girlfriend, I may not get one in no time, but (even though you won't read this) hear me out. You are stupid as hell, and even though you think your life is happy. You hurt on the inside. The pain you feel is excrutiating. As for me. I do hurt on the inside. Being an orphan isn't that easy and or fun, but you know what. I have a good life, and I feel pretty damn good.

Schendurfrude. German for taking in the happiness of the misforturne of others.

I love it. Fuck you. Thanks for all the fish.

Caleb Steven Holoman

Destiny is calling (2 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Sunday, September 10th, 2006
1:15 pm
You get the jist of it when it's pointless to care.

Destiny is calling (2 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Monday, September 4th, 2006
4:53 am - Subject : How much bullcrap can one go through?
Ahhhhhh!!!!! What do I do now? What? No matter what I do it's going to end up in the opposite direction of what I want.

Please, Oh please let things go right for me for just once! Not with just this girl but with someone. In my life.

Destiny is calling (4 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
1:40 am - Hmm...
Ever feel like something was going so good, but ended up being crap?

Fuck this...I don't need it...I'm going to bed.

Destiny is calling (3 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Friday, August 25th, 2006
9:39 pm - You people should give me a choice.
So, anyone know of anyone who wants to date me? Lol. I am thirsty. Today I got in that well deserved nap that I have been well deserved to having. Lol.




love me. <3

Destiny is calling (Give me your hand)

Monday, August 21st, 2006
5:21 pm - The end of my Livejournal.
So I may not be using my LJ much anymore. Just going to use it to see how people are doing. No need for it anymore since I can bearly type two lines a post. I'll stay updated and I'll be commenting a lot more. Loves you all dear Lovelies!

Destiny is calling (3 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Friday, August 18th, 2006
10:33 pm
Dang, so I am tired. Dirge of Cerberus is awesome, and umm....

I realized that even though I am the last person on earth, I still wouldn't be smarter. Heck, a rock could beat me.

Destiny is calling (7 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
8:25 pm - Hey guys guess what?
I am better than all of you. XD I kid.

But what ups my awesome meter to FREAKING SUPER AWESOME LIKE CHAYLA STYLE KINDA AWESOME is my new job. At Rhyno Video Games.

Yes. You heard me. Now weep.

Destiny is calling (2 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Monday, August 14th, 2006
3:48 pm
Ugh...It's a curse to have so many girls love me. I mean, dang. If I wanted I could get laid so many times! XD

But instead I beat them off with sticks and go eat toast. Mmm. That amazing toast.
But, most of the girls that like me, their views on life, and religion are kinda iffy.

Now time for my Sharingan Eye. *wrrrrrr* The same attack won't work on me twice.

Destiny is calling (8 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Sunday, August 13th, 2006
3:50 pm - Host diddly foast, toast, post.
So here I am. Tired as heck at the computer at 3 51. Fixing to take a shower then sit around and make a Naruto deck. I keep buying packs of cards, and I keep getting rather good cards. XD Makes me smile, that it does. There is this one girl at school who likes me and wants to date me, but I don't know...I mean, she is nice and stuff, just a lot of her views on life just don't seem to fit with mine. Guess even though I want a girlfriend I gotta say no. Hehe. *yawn* Now, once again I gotta find people to hang out with in the mornings. And at break. Can anyone help meh with my problem?

current mood: blah

Destiny is calling (9 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

Thursday, August 10th, 2006
5:44 pm
So school started back up. So far things seem like they are going to go swell. I am very confident in the school year, and I am confident in myself. I just ask that you guys pray with me, to try and hope we all have a great school year. That everyone does everything and gets where they want to be in life. I love each and every one of you..Or something like that! XD

Also, my therapist told me today that tomorrow I have to get a cute girls phone number. That is like.....Hell freezing over for me. I'm in trouble.

Destiny is calling (2 watch the end of all creation |Give me your hand)

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